It's one week to the first paper of the June Common Tests and honestly I don't feel the strain yet, which is worrying. I felt it before June started, but for the past few weeks I've been in holiday mood... so yes I'm kind of doomed. One week ++ left to do as much as I can. I think that I'm feeling a tad bit demoralized from past efforts that never yielded results, perhaps that contributed to my lazyness over the holidays. From previous experiences: Weeks of studying a subject I love, yet flunking the paper during the Common Tests. Wasted efforts. Haiz. Still, no excuse for my lack of hard work this holiday, I have one week +++ to make up for it. Thank goodness I love (most) of what I'm studying, though, it lightens the entire burden.
2 more major exams before the big 'A's, 5 and a half more months to the end of this... nightmare? Not quite. A journey, maybe. One that I'd very much like to get over and done with hahahaha. A year and a half in JC flew by so quickly, I'm sure the next half a year would, too. Which is pretty scary - cuz it means the drawing near of the A levels - yet exciting - cuz it means the drawing near of POST- A Levels. Was having a chat with Khai the other day about what we'll do in the future, and it's quite worrying cuz really, I have no idea what I want to do in the future. Once upon a time, I did, but now, it's just... blank? A few of my relatives came by the other week and we had a similar discussion, maan, after the how-many career talks I've been to, I would have probably conjured up some kind of concrete ambition to work towards by now. People are telling me to just do well (hint hint 4 As) so that I'll have many paths to choose from. Still, it would be comforting to have a career goal in mind that will motivate me.
Okay, few more minutes till the eclipse, hopefully I'll be able to catch it, and get a decent picture!!
