So... it's 2.44 am and I'm staying up with probably one quarter of the rest of Singapore to catch the Eclipse!! I just hope I'll be able to see it from my place though, people on Twitter and Facebook are complaining that they can't see the moon...
It's one week to the first paper of the June Common Tests and honestly I don't feel the strain yet, which is worrying. I felt it before June started, but for the past few weeks I've been in holiday mood... so yes I'm kind of doomed. One week ++ left to do as much as I can. I think that I'm feeling a tad bit demoralized from past efforts that never yielded results, perhaps that contributed to my lazyness over the holidays. From previous experiences: Weeks of studying a subject I love, yet flunking the paper during the Common Tests. Wasted efforts. Haiz. Still, no excuse for my lack of hard work this holiday, I have one week +++ to make up for it. Thank goodness I love (most) of what I'm studying, though, it lightens the entire burden.
2 more major exams before the big 'A's, 5 and a half more months to the end of this... nightmare? Not quite. A journey, maybe. One that I'd very much like to get over and done with hahahaha. A year and a half in JC flew by so quickly, I'm sure the next half a year would, too. Which is pretty scary - cuz it means the drawing near of the A levels - yet exciting - cuz it means the drawing near of POST- A Levels. Was having a chat with Khai the other day about what we'll do in the future, and it's quite worrying cuz really, I have no idea what I want to do in the future. Once upon a time, I did, but now, it's just... blank? A few of my relatives came by the other week and we had a similar discussion, maan, after the how-many career talks I've been to, I would have probably conjured up some kind of concrete ambition to work towards by now. People are telling me to just do well (hint hint 4 As) so that I'll have many paths to choose from. Still, it would be comforting to have a career goal in mind that will motivate me.
Okay, few more minutes till the eclipse, hopefully I'll be able to catch it, and get a decent picture!!